My current most played music and inspirations for this post:
There’s a certain energy that encompasses your aura. See, we create a synergy that many will never witness in their lifetimes, let alone fathom. It doesn’t make sense, kind of like holding a flame in your hand, but somehow we ride that heatwave together. You made me question if I was happy where I was. You had me questioning it all.
It’s funny, really. I’m a grown woman, making grown woman moves. You call me baby girl, cause you know it makes my heart melt. Yet, somehow, I lose control of it all. My grown woman rules. See, I recognize, it’s easier to be vulnerable when we lose ourselves to our childish natures. Somewhere along the way, we lost sense of our vulnerability and became numb to the kid that allowed us to accept the love we deserve. You call me baby girl. We still gotta lot of growing up to do. When we argue, I thank God and pray I never lose this childish nature in me, I never want to become so cold, I blame past hurts on present angels in our lives. Thank you, baby girl.
You’re constantly sending me your love. You tell me all the time how I’m living my dream and to never let the small insignificant things or people get in the way. You prove to me each and every day, what it means to have God’s angels walking side by side with you on this life’s journey. Thank you, mi amor.
I know I don’t make it easy. There are days it’s easy to want me to walk away and never look back. I make it so easy to love me and so hard to walk away. I know if I call, you’re gonna pick up. You sometimes get a lil’ selfish, you don’t want anyone else on my time. I know these things get back to you, but believe me when I say, we may grow apart to grow individually, my love for you will never falter. We been riding too long. Our light shines too bright. I know you do good on your own. You don’t need me, but lord knows that I know that having me on your side won’t hurt you in the long run.
This brings me to my final words on this post. We have that scream at each other kind of love. We have make love like we on fire kind of love and the only way to get any relief is by losing ourselves in each other kind of love. We got that understanding that we have that nourish our garden kind of love. Yet…all of this is meaningless, if we have no trust in our love.