Fool

I took another chance on you. Yea, I know that’s all on me. I flew out to your city…again. I met the whole family this time. I don’t know why we did that. Your dad’s not around anymore, but I met the men who stepped in to fill his shoes. And you know what? We made jokes and had a heart to heart and they gave me the warmest hugs I’ve had in awhile. I clowned around and goofed off with your friends. And you made me food. Warm, delicious, fresh out the oven food. Especially for me, cause you know I don’t eat meat and you wanted me to have a seat at the table with you and everyone you hold dear, because you know how much it irks me being a last minute thought and getting stuck with sides. You’re so thoughtful.

I don’t want to end up resenting us. You’re like lightning striking me alive. We make these exceptions for each other that I don’t think we’d make for anyone else. I don’t want to be the type of people who look back and think of each other as passing flashbacks that lit up each other’s world in fleeting moments.

This time it’s going to hurt. It’s going to be a lot more tears. Not just yours or mine, but all these people getting invested in us. Why do we play the games that we do? What are we doing?

I know my worth. On lonely flights headed back home, I question whether you really know mine. Yea, I know. I’m the fool.

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Jenny
7 months ago

Got me thinkin

Violet
7 months ago

πŸ”₯

Misty
7 months ago

Yo too relatable

Bria
7 months ago

This some deep shit

Crystal
7 months ago

This is raw feelings
I love it

Edgar
7 months ago

😭 change is hard to do.

Lenny
7 months ago
Reply to  Edgar

Facts

O
7 months ago

😯πŸ”₯

Riley
7 months ago

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Weston
7 months ago

Too fire

Noodz
7 months ago

Real talk

Lion
7 months ago

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West side
7 months ago

I’m gonna cry

Jessie
7 months ago

πŸ’”

Kayla
7 months ago

Feel you

Ice
7 months ago

Deep

Roy
7 months ago

Whole other vibe
❀️

Leah
7 months ago

Beautiful

Zzzz
7 months ago

❀️😭

Zzzz
7 months ago

So many things to think about

Pete
7 months ago

Too real

Leo
7 months ago

Fuck
I felt this

X
7 months ago

😒😒😒😒😒

Alex
7 months ago

I wasn’t expecting this gem today 😯

Kay
7 months ago

Oh man the dad part got me😭

Cari
7 months ago

Fuck with this

Sierra
7 months ago

πŸ”₯

Diane
7 months ago

Amazing and honest

Eve
7 months ago

This had me feeling stuff 😒

Jay
7 months ago

😭

Bri
7 months ago

πŸ™ŒπŸ½

Melanie
7 months ago

I see your heart ❀️

Vic
7 months ago

This is heartfelt
Love it

Maria
7 months ago

These thoughts ought to be shared. Appreciate you doing that!

Ben
7 months ago

Love the vulnerability

πŸ”₯
7 months ago

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Mia
7 months ago

So many feels 😀

Kylie
7 months ago

😭😭😭😭😭

Manny
7 months ago

Love this

Nina
7 months ago

Dope

Dev
7 months ago

πŸ”₯