In the late hours of the night, when the moon was still out and the landscape took on the hues of the darkest blue, I awoke. I was restless. I do not know what awoke me, but whatever it was I owe it a great deal of gratitude. I could vaguely recall through my memory bank a nightmare involving a chase, Continue reading “Happiness is a choice”
I have a problem. When I love someone, I give a love I know is seldom found somewhere else. This is not one of those things that I can’t prove with quantifiable means unless you count the number of times I make your heart beat in a minute per the lost amount of rushed breaths trying to catch air. Nor is it one of those things that you can physically see unless you choose to see the lack of conditions I hold above your head. The problem is not this. The problem is the fact that you took me for granted, or rather I let myself be taken for granted.
This is not a pity post. Continue reading “A Journey”
I do not believe I have met a perfect person. I am certainly not even close to being that person, and you know what? I do not want to be. I have made my share of mistakes and I do not think I would be sitting in front of this computer screen today without having gone through the trials that I have. Without accepting the decisions I made, even the ones that ended up hurting myself and those closest to me, I would not be who I am.
I want to get into cheating, being unfaithful or simply put, Continue reading “Why do we cheat?”
Yes, I am young, if my age is how you measure my experience. Yes, I am naive if my capacity to accept love is how you measure my intellect. Yes, I am awkward, if you measure that by my inability to accept conventional norms.
My first love taught me how to lose my breath. My first love taught me how to fall without one thought about the Continue reading “My First Love”