I want to throw things. I want to break things. I want to scream. I want to curse your name. I know I fucked up. Again and again. I know. I know. I know. I lied. I wasn’t where I said I should have been. I wasn’t with who I said I was with. I broke your trust. I broke your heart. And I know you hated me for it. I saw the way you looked at me. Continue reading “My Resentment Threw Up Here”
Apparently if you’re fuckin’,
You can fuck as many times as you choose,
But that won’t make it love.
I can talk to you about love.
Love is all I know.
It’s a sad day Continue reading “And Now This”
I felt my angels more closer than ever. Today, my spirit feels more alive and lifted. I can look to the past in anger and bitter resentment, but I will now allow it to consume me in such darkness. But, instead, I hold on to light and everything good. I believe that I am so positively blessed to have been loved by so many souls in ways that many people go their entire lives without. Continue reading “Halos”
Oh baby, it’s on tonight
Let’s have a toast to you tonight
Because we’re taking shots and letting ignite
The fierce ferocity of fire that is truth
The alcohol steady keepin’ me comfortable in the booth Continue reading “Three Fingers of Liquor”
I feel like my mind is broken right now. I haven’t had a dream in a long while. I used to dream a lot. And nowadays, as I lose myself to the nightly subconscious, I close my eyes to darkness and wake up the next morning to my alarm. I’m sure I’m dreaming, but I can’t seem to remember any of them. Continue reading “A dream…or was it?”
In a world of clones, being different is hard. It hurts your heart. I can’t imagine a world where I wasn’t who I am, open as I am wanting to learn other people. Asking the questions that I do. Opening myself up to vulnerabilities when the world doesn’t. It’s difficult. It’s real difficult being different. Continue reading “Who’s Different?”
Do you think there are people out there that are genuinely faithful and loyal to one partner? Going somewhere with this, would love your thoughts before I share mine!
I can’t be the one you run to.
I won’t be the one you run to.
I know he hurt your heart
I know, baby
There was a rhyme to the reason
Why we sang different tunes
That crescendoed into our oblivion Continue reading “No”
There are times in life where we get reminded of our smallness and I cherish those moments. I hold on to the feeling for as long as possible, because we live in a world of instant gratification and it is easy to fall into this idea that you are the shit. I think Instagram is a big player in this mentality. I saw a quote that said, “social media is like fast food,” Continue reading “We Ain’t Shit”
I don’t do this often, but lately I’ve been thinking of you more often than I care to admit. I’m surrounded by a lot of almost-somebody’s and it’s taking a toll on my heart. Everyone either wants something or I’m not enough to have them give me their time. These people, their eyes wander a little to far off away from my eyes when we have conversations, revealing their true nature. Continue reading “Breathless”